I’ve never been well since…

I have a theory; perhaps it’s just an accumulation of info that I’ve gathered while treating some of my clients.  But I have a general thought that there is a tipping point to our health. 

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When I talk to people and take down their health history to try and understand what’s causing their health condition, a tipping point often comes out.  Sometimes I don’t even need to ask the direct question, they offer it up.  Letting people talk and open up leads helps with the discovery to their individual health secrets that their body has been hiding and our minds forgetting.  But whether its volunteered or prompted, there is always a moment of ‘I’ve just never been the same since this…’  Hello crux and welcome the beginning of your treatment.  

This event they are explaining is often when we started noticing that things were different, things starting to go, well, weird for them.  This is my absolute favorite moment in the entire session (that and when they tell me its improving).   As Oprah would say is their ‘Uh Huh’ moment.

I was 22 when it happened to me.  (Which as I’m typing I realize is a decade ago and I’m still having to manage it – by that I mean I’m aware of my limits and what happens when I push it too far).   My moment, if I wanted to put a name on it was a classic case of over doing it, over exertion, burning the candle at both ends if you will.  Here’s how;

I was in my final year of my first degree, which was all going really well.  On top of my studies I was working around 30-35 hours a week in a few jobs; one a retail chain, one a café, one coaching gymnastics and lastly teaching horse riding at a local pony club every other Sunday.  But me being the over-achieving Capricorn that I am, I decided that I wanted to get work in my chosen future industry while I was still studying.  So I enrolled in a two-nights-a-week course to get my Cert IV in fitness, which would enable me to work in a gym, nothing super fancy, but a start.   This was all very much do-able in most people’s opinion but once I added in my own (excessive) training schedule the balance tipped and I crashed.  For a girl who almost never gets sick it completely wiped me out.  I spent the next 6 days in bed, no work, no school, no training, when I look back at it now I should have gone to hospital.  The days passed in a blur between unconsciousness and I sleep.  I was so weak that I remember having to sit down on the shower floor because standing was to honestly too difficult.  After about a week my appetite came back and I began to feel better.  But the damage was done and ‘I’ve never been well since’. 

The physical effects looked like this:

I’m a fairly petite girl as it is; 5’3”, weighing in on a collective average of 54ish kg these days.  But back then I used to hover at around 48-49kg, because having a six pack was more important to me than ‘balance’, to be honest I thought balance was something that only applied to you if you had a ‘real’ job and family ie working mum, which at 23 I was not.  So I paid the price.  I ‘woke’ up after the week and my body was emaciated.  I weighed 41kg.  I was literally skin and bones.   All my ribs stuck out, my joints ached, my face was sunken and my eyes dull.  I was nothing more than a ‘skinny girl’, and for a gym junkie, this is no complement.  My body had done the best it could to keep me alive and fight the virus that latched on to my weakened and very vulnerable immune system.  (Muscles are essentially just bundles of stored protein -amino acids- that are used as building blocks for immune support when required, amongst other things).  All my training and fitness wiped out in less than a week and my wellness and vitality gone.  And I’ve honestly never been the same since.  By that I don’t mean physically strong as the body is phenomenal at repair and rebuilding, but I mean I can’t ‘push’ like I used to.  I can’t train at the same intensity and I don’t recover nearly as quickly.  I used to train 6 days a week, high intensity cardio + 45 mins of heavy resistant weight training (split program).   Now I can forget the high intensity cardio, I’m lucky if I can do 20 minutes any more than that and I’m exhausted for the next three days.  I can only do weights 3 times a week, tops, and it’s no more than a 30-minute session.  (Interestingly, I’m in the best shape I’ve ever been and I feel truly ‘healthy’).

But all of this is perfectly ok by me.  I now have balance.  Which has nothing to do with juggling work or family commitments.  Its knowing where my limits are and working with them to get to and more importantly ‘maintain’ my best health.  Our bodies are here to work with us, perhaps its time to stop pushing against that?

Question to ponder:  Have you had a ‘I’ve never been well since..’ moment?  It might not be a physical unraveling like mine, it could be that bug you picked up while travelling, a broken limb, something emotional like a birth (or death), a breakup or divorce, moving country etc.  Remember, its all a big deal, no matter how small the event itself might seem, its stuff that has had an effect on you and things have just ‘never been the same since…’

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About elissakerpen

HI all. I have a Bachelor Degree in Health Science specialising in Nutritional Medicine so Im a qualified Nutritionist and Food Coach. I am also a qualified Fitness Therapist and Masseuse. I have worked in the wellness and health industry for over 13 years - and I love it. But what gets me really excited in talking food - the healthy kind - and sometimes the treats. But now I work as a Food Coach helping people banish their own food myths and ideas around various diets and how they came to be where they are with their health. Im here to help anyone wanting more information on wholefoods and their truth! Hope you'll enjoy my posts. Please share it if you think someone else might benefit Elissa x

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